The blood vessel set, The crew had prevailed The waters looked bleak, the brewing storm shrieked I would watch as the shore becomes smaller Waves would roar the multi tight collars The blood vessel set, The crew had prevailed The waters looked bleak, the brewing storm shrieked I would watch as the shore becomes smaller Waves would roar the multi tight collars I got me singing these songs, on my lonesome I wrote some, I have rewrote that I’ve grown numb Sit and loathe, watch the clock change each minute Time docked, perception lost, fucked spirit Faded moments are passing Slow blurs transform into broken glass Sing the motifs the system has fed you-you-you Stare death beyond your refection in blue Water, Alter your perception, sonic connection Be the author, stop this slaughter Save yourself, write these events and thought Wrap ‘em in cellophane, explain your pain Break the chain that trapped you brain External spirits shall come down and sing Their poems will ring, the speeches hidden amongst the string of people around you But the vessel has struggled you, thrown overboard, our death is due The blood vessel set, The crew had prevailed The waters looked bleak, the brewing storm shrieked As I sink, watch the boat become smaller Ill think and slowly become the author The blood vessel set, The crew had prevailed The waters looked bleak, the brewing storm shrieked As I sink, watch the boat become smaller Ill think and slowly become the author Cold, Imma confess I’m about to fold Knives piercing my skin, arms tied within, you win My breath has become thin, lungs striked, knocked off kingpins They cut off my shins, before I was thrown in Higher pressure the lower I go I go low, solo dolo bestowed, in my dreams, I grow old, decode. Reality no mo. My soul was thrown. Empath daydreamer. The dreams full of despair more like nightmares. But my mind won’t kill me He’ll resort to other options, The sea, can’t swim or breathe I’ll have to let the ocean eat me In addition, how the fuck did I get into this position A collision while encountering my spiritual prevision The freezing water, seeping into my skin Knocked wind, I should’ve help when our problems were nearly twinned Blood spreads from my chopped limbs, cries I dive deeper, and everything flashes before my eyes The blood vessel set sail the brewing storm shrieked

Such contrast, in the past I was treading My skin shedding, it was maybe embedding on the needed subheadings Whispers that formed into loud screams Surround me, constant noise panning, splitting head noise beams Jot through dots, split on the thin bark, dark spots We’re all bots, my nihilist thoughts, I rot Adolescent new to their desires Barriers and walls of the instant supplier New man strapped, 12 gauge, spitfire My unrecognized, will of isolation Cuffed to my chair, the sober sedations Lungs and cords hurting, My body will stay according to the new man in authority He flirted with my death, I know I’ve lost control The letters were bold, his false propaganda on the inner walls of my skull As the invasion begun, there was nowhere to run There is a riot within, but outside my face stays thin. False meditations fill my ears up with static Can’t breathe right, her voice become chromatic The knob sticks, unknown frequency ticks Question if the waves have a disturbance The currents off, unknown locations Why burdened from my own creations My body feels out of tune, my radio-head lost soon I’m prune my number seven Lumber my numbing depression, Im scared to say but I think I’m falling But that’ll never be my reality so my dreams will keep my locked in

Throw away a key to the doors I keep the lore hidden Sub-conscious smitten, the core bitten Cyanide is dripping My once sly grinning Cold child with the thinning linen A pittance of his interest I loan my mental He disassemble Uh, I pitch my pens to page out on these tracks Say Jack, export on wax with haste He’ll keep smoking packs Choking water, coating clear the squatter The fucker is in my mind. You’ve gone blind Read my words out like a novel The old me is dead, I rot collect the fossils My soul’s in limbo, a locked limo With me inside I can’t comply The demon the driver, Pedal to the metal He said “a couple bullets and I’ll settle” Fuck me, The dropping degrees, death guaranteed My mind is scaring me Just had to break my knees Before he dropped me in the sea Cop of blasphemy Top my chops, he’ll prop up the walls Bomb me like atoll, it’s his laws Just saw the power I’m in awe

Grind on my teeth, jaw out of place Saw redemptions case Shaw-shank Drank up the bank you blew some cheques for A couple tanks, buy some rifles, fill the clips up full of blanks, scare my rival feeling spiteful. The mind might kill the spirit, feeling homicidal. One year full of trials. This is blasphemy, didn’t I give you everything you wanted. You keep trying to forget while you entrap me. As your god, I gave you pride and lust, these are some things you desired, Mistrust is what you needed to get higher Don’t kill me, I fixed you. Envy will kill two before you are due. Rotting mind within the comfort of my own home, you know I’m in a kill zone I'm trying to stay grown and known Since birth, I've always had this clone. Maybe Same person different perspectives 2 choices never corrected Funny how in a year, the brain can rewire, the liars have become dryer I have Stumbled a fork in the road within the interstate of my mind My inner state is indecisive like them motherfuckers in the 90s East or west, right or left Bite your tongue, and swallow your stress We real close, You better choose the turn to take Cuz we going 150 ongoing with no brakes Lost with costs, you been involved Dissolved my thoughts while I drown in salts You’ve evolved into something powerful Like I’ve seen the horns before the hour bull Hannibal, no buress but the cannibal My lost, but kept radical animal In the bull ring im dizzy, defeated my spiritual Stolen the lotus key. Pretend your gonna make a better me Bullshit, that’s gonna be one sight to see Admittedly been making it hard to breathe To make you worthy imma have to make you bleed Look at yourself, allow the mirror to reflect A war within yourself, something to neglect You’ve failed in my eyes No matter how many rhymes You’ll still hate yourself As your hidden cries become dry I’ve been listening I’ve been listening Fuck what you heard You are my blur Both trapped in this cage As your god I am outraged I know you fear a time with no pot to piss in That can be gone but there’s no such thing as free admission You’ll have no idea of what you're missing Lots to bliss in Don’t picture me as this devilish figure I know your mental currency may be thinner Years later you’ll be drowning in some liquor Once classified debt paid, never reconsider

9:30, and the sky dark with a blue tint I was on my way to split, pop up some Earl I was listening to the mint Listen to the whole record, then it concurred Riding on my bike and the wheel slanted It’s like my mind took more power to move forward I’ve lost energy now my mental feeling stagnant Cold summer night breeze Uncomfortable arms freeze These goosebumps at high degrees But some fine girls down these streets, I’ll ease Abrupt change in emotion My skin froze the winds peeling back my skin, my gifts, my sins and demons and pieces of cold blood I’ve learned that its treason Streetlights start to slowly blur Didn’t even stop I just passed the red lights, feels like he wanted me dead for a good price His suicide economy In tears, I noticed these beams were screaming at me Like he’s manifesting for a car to kill me before he shoves my head and drowns me in the sea Paranoid out of my fucking mind, Need a reality check, I’m going blind Screaming no, the dark crevasses and I are clashing. This can’t happen I have a life and full of passion. Why am I close to the end of me. I won’t stick to my demons petty fees It’s cost everything to ruin me I’m screaming that he isn’t real, one step closer just lemme live and be I'll just take one turn to kill you Find any alleyway, with a pocket of cash Or someone's stash with the proper herb Smoke that shit up, until my lungs and thoughts are curbed And I will keep stomping Until your price is off my head You must be gone I need my skin to close for long As the breeze warms there some hope Before its too late, I need to get home

Her last stroke of reality will be violence, Speaking from the nihilist, she took to 1s and 0s Propose her message to be seen From the opposite screen Was it a teen begging for attention Or no bullshit, true shouts, and screams I didn’t know what to do, Just stared at the words Read between the letters to look for something she maybe inferred I swiped up and typed up, Are you ok? She responds with a simple no, I may forgo, I must stay, can’t just astray First, her name is *beep* I'll never know what her style be To me, she is just some 0s and 1s Describing she gets no love Describing that she a waste she’s disgraced And how she’s defaced Out of tune to herself and Leaving her emotions at bay Hearing her voice not seeing her face Explaining she wanted to kill herself, she felt misplaced I bled out words, I said anything that came to mind Stop thinking of a weapon to find I can hear her breath shaking, her mind is confined Then there is corruption on the phone line It’s breaking up I think I helped She assured and told me, that she won’t attempt We both wept I told her that life loves her As the signal was fading I asked for one favour For her to text, when shes feeling better Update when you have recovered Since then I have gotten nothing Anxious whether or not she kept cutting Or if she even put a bullet to her brain that day Regardless I know the blood vessel dropped her in those waters That day she just sunk and hit the ocean floor I’m sinking

Let that sink in Pressure, Pressure Let that sink in Pressure, Pressure Just dive right in Pressure, Pressure Let your head blow Found a school full of bloated bodies, such oddity I drown near naval mines I’m confined, lays its weight on my spine I’m sick, feels like my skull’s under bricks Above, a glimpse of the blood vessel’s oil slick This is the new shit Get used to it, you must admit It evolved you let it omit You're to blame, it’s these games you injected in my brain Silva methods, silver projections Objections on these lies Just look through your faulty eyes Under ocean sunrise It’s the bombs, they detonate These forces take me deeper My lungs receive the liters (Uh) Soak the info, drain out your mental Drain my words on the instrumental My fingers pruned back in June In July I learned the lies I’m spitting out the toxins, look through my options The cold water making me numb These barriers taxed my income Of sanity and lost nerve crumbs Maybe I should tight rope get my head above the water Use these puppet strings, he got me suspended, he’s father Self-proclaimed, if I blaspheme or scheme, the rifles is aimed His children have gone insane They're the vessel crew, they thirst off my pain I’m in a swamp full of blood-sucking leeches Vexations that will breach I’m blocked off from the spirits speeches I’m spitting, no I’m puking bars on wax Fuck this, let's get down to brass tacks The facts: I lack the real Jack Dreams stack Water is caving in Gonna burst my skin Reality don’t fit in Take my conscious on a spin Water is caving in Gonna burst my skin Reality don’t fit in life in dreams will begin Let that sink in Pressure, Pressure Let that sink in Pressure, Pressure Just dive right in Pressure, Pressure Let your head blow

Lost to communicate Regrets covered with clear tape Seek REM as a way to cope Break my pens, lasso my necks with the rope Dreams, dreams stuck in a dream for months, for months Same person seen, intimacy creeped

Parasitic sways the movements of the host Hours and hours spent A debt that would take years to complete Hunched over, fingers numb, on the surface it seems to be real Blocked from the reality, large intimidating walls with mass appeal Shows distorted life, two personas strife You have lied, lied I can’t see more people exploit each other It’s that easy, it seems unnatural See pretty little things, sessions of self-loathing This world I describe to you Does it seem far off from what we live in? Addiction keeping us to the program Such a sham, butchering the lamb until the blood is completely rinsed. Keeping us on the fence, using insecurity to market off the young women. Using you to buy more cosmetics and plastics. And the fanatics that only want one thing, With the more they scroll, seeing the music videos and these posts, excuses like “we can’t control ourselves” I know you, been inside these shells Man nothing's real, Man nothing's real Can't help it just look at its appeal Making the violent problems aesthetically pleasing. dough from these posts, while this child is screaming. Traitors that don’t give a fuck what it's about, Just using it for their image and their clout. Traitors that don’t give a fuck what it's about, Just using it for their image and their clout. People can’t think for themselves, People have repelled Your thoughts have been shelved Must comply, that’s where they think it lies. Egotistical minds, really fallen within the lines, Mental bubble, they’re kept confined. I think its harder for people to find themselves In a place where fear, hatred, and regulation has poisoned, Make sure to keep pointing, and all the corpses are buoyant, and make sure all of them are exploited, I hope you noticed one thing from this verse I've kept blaming and pointing the fingers and all sorts, Saying that it was you that never thought to reflect And that your awful, telling you and forcing you to accept. That is the problem with this endless cycle In denial that I'm becoming the very thing that I was fighting against. And this foundation that has been set in cement ill just keep my emotions drowning and ill just keep them repressed YUH